Piercings and Tattoos

There are normally two types of opinions on this issue. One side accepts piercings and tattoos and wishes to have them, while the other side despises them. They tend to only accept one piercing on each ear for females, or a nose piercing for some sort of religious reason. The former is usually more common nowadays, while the latter is restricted to an older audience, as piercings and tattoos are slowly becoming more acceptable in the workplace.

I will not lie, I am part of the latter. However, I have began to accept people for what they want on their body, and to not scream out my opinions on people anymore. Unfortunately ever since I began to not voice my unwanted opinions on others, people have began to criticise me for not wanting/having tattoos or piercings. If you know me well, you would know that I do not want them at all, and I don’t even have my ears pierced. A lot of people have asked me why I do not want them in the future. The answer is simple: I do not want them because I do not like how they look.

Same goes with why people want piercings and tattoos. Because they like how it looks, so they get one. It is as simple as that. As society begins to progress and accept, why is this a concept that is so difficult for others to grasp?

What I am trying to preach is that if you know someone who doesn’t want or have tattoos or piercings, don’t ask why. They don’t want them because they don’t think it looks good. If you know someone who wants piercings or tattoos, don’t ask why. They want them because they think it looks good or it holds some sort of meaning. Everyone is different, so they will all have different opinions.

But seriously. Stop telling me to get piercings and tattoos. It’s honestly annoying.

Amnesia Memories Toma’s Route – Thoughts

Warning: Contains vulgar language and spoilers. Although, if you already know me, of course I’d swear.


Greetings peasants! It is I, Anna. Yesterday I bought Amnesia Memories on Steam because it was 90% off, so I decided to give it a go… To make fun of it. And to actually experience what it’s like to play a commercial visual novel. Not those shitty free ones you see on the Lemmasoft forms, and the amazing visual novels where you date animals, but an actual, 99% serious visual novel.

I decided to do the Toma route first, as a lot of girls usually say “TOMA IS THE MALE VERSION OF YUNO”, “TOMA IS THE KING OF YANDERE”, “OMFG I LOVE YANDERE BECAUSE OF TOMA! <3333” Literally the first guy I see when I search up yandere shit.

To be honest with you, I’m not really into Toma. I dislike yanderes that trap you in their room or something for the most part. (aka 50% of the time) Is it too hard to ask for a guy who’ll kill every person who is a threat to me? :(((( But I wanted to see where all of the yandere hype is at.

SO LET’S LOOK INTO THE GAME, SHALL WE!?

As you go into the game, you see some weird bug kid named Orion, and he tells you that you lost your memories. Whoop de fucking do. Apparently he did nothing, but I’m not too sure about that… >:^(

So now you’re stuck with him. He’s kinda like in your head, or something, You’re stuck with him until you gain your memories back.

I’m very upset at the naming process, though. It appears that I can’t have spaces in my name, so unfortunately I have to use dashes. 😦

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It’s just not the same with dashes. 😦

Thanks to Orion, he gave me some really good advice on not getting a bad ending. Too bad I skimmed through it!

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It’s not like Toma’s going to do that to me, or anything.

So then you’re given the option to go through 4 different worlds. Heart, Spade, Diamond, and Clover. Toma is Diamond.

As I went into the Diamond world, I see Toma, concerned, and I have to go to the hospital because I was laying down in the ground. Nice. Few days later, I could go home, and Toma makes me feel better.

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awww he was watching me sleep the entire night~~ so dreamy and not creepy~~

jk get out of my room you cunt

Shortly afterwards, I wanted to go to the black alley to regain my memories, as apparently I met up with a guy there several times. Toma brought me there, I remembered that I had feelings for someone, and Toma told me that apparently he was my boyfriend. HMM, HE TOTALLY ISN’T LYING, JUST WHAT ORION SAID!

Next day, Toma brought me to where I worked. My manager told me not to work, as I should recover from my injuries. Bitch, I need money.

As I went outside, I met a green haired Sephiroth.

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ty for the generic advice

Bad shit happened to me afterwards, and Toma forced me to live in his house for the time being. He said some pretty perverted shit.

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get me out of your house, you fucking perverted bastard

Thus, I escaped the next day to go to my house. Read my emails, and saw some lovely emails from a person named “None”

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I LOVE YOU NONE, TY FOR ALL OF YOUR EMOTIONAL SUPPORT!!! WON’T BE HERE TODAY WITHOUT YOU XOXOXO

Orion and I ignored these silly emails and went shopping with Toma.

AND THEN I SAW THIS OPTION PFFFTT-

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TURNS OUT YOU’RE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE LINGERIE SHOP

WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THIS

AND THEN I-AM-GAY (TOO ASHAMED TO SAY “I” ANYMORE) TRIED OUT SOME LINGERIE AND TOMA WAS JUST THERE… STANDING… JFC

Blah blah blah, I escaped out of Toma’s house again, Toma caught me, Toma got upset, and started drugging my food so that I’d sleep.

Then, my white knight, SHIN CAME.

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idk he has a pretty accurate description

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GOOD FOR YOU (man if only there were spaces… IT’D LOOK NATURAL)

NEXT DAY I FOUND MYSELF LOCKED IN THE UGUU~ CAGE OF LOVE.

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FINALLY, I CAN BE TREATED LIKE THE FILTHY ANIMAL I AM

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HOW DID PEOPLE NOT QUESTION YOU CARRYING A DOG CAGE IN YOUR HOUSE JFC

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BITCH YOU DRUGGED EVERYTHING BEFOREHAND, HOW DO I TRUST YOU NOW THAT I’M IN SOME DOG CAGE

WOOF WOOF YOU FUCKING CUNT

I HAVE FANGS AND I’M GOING TO USE THEM one day

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oh shUT UP ORION PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I CAN MAKE MY BIG BROTHER LOCK ME IN THE UGUU~ CAGE OF LOVE

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GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME

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I BETTER NOT END UP BEING ONE OF HIS SEX TOYS eWWwwWWW

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it’s like this guy accessed all of my save files

WELL MAYBE I HAD NO HAPPY END BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST PLAYTHROUGH >:((

There are four endings to Toma’s route. Good, normal, and two bad endings. I got one of the bad endings first, another bad ending second, and then used a guide to get the normal and good ends.

Bad ending 1: I-am-gay trusts the green haired Sephiroth at the end of the game, and then he kills I-am-gay.

Bad ending 2: I-am-gay escapes from the green haired Sephiroth and Toma, but then Toma catches I-am-gay and he locks I-am-gay into his uguu~ cage of love forever, by drugging I-am-gay even more.

Normal ending: I-am-gay escapes from the green haired Sephiroth and Toma, but then I-am-gay decided to go back to Toma’s place before he came home. Once Toma comes home, he found out that I-am-gay escaped, as I-am-gay were wounded, and there’s no other way for her to be that badly injured besides her escaping and getting hurt, again. Toma tries to lock I-am-gay up in the uguu~ age of love, but I-am-gay’s white knight, Shin comes in time to bring I-am-gay to safety. I-am-gay then lives an ordinary life again, as Toma drops out of college and moves out to who knows where.

Good ending: Essentially the normal ending, except I-am-gay’s white knight, Shin doesn’t come, and Toma finds I-am-gay’s diary, which shows that I-am-gay had a crush on him the entire time, and was about to ask him out the day he brought I-am-gay to the hospital- except I-am-gay lost her memories. Toma then goes normal, and we found out exactly why I-am-gay was being attacked: Ikki’s fangirls harassed I-am-gay because she was his friend. I swear to god, his fangirls are more yandere than Toma. Anyways, I-am-gay has a good, happy life with Toma as I-am-gay regains all of her memories. Good times.

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I can relate to you Ikki, I sure can relate to you.

So how do I feel about this route?

It was really boring, tbh. For the entire time, you were either trapped in Toma’s room, cage, or in your own house, with Toma. Literally the only guy you talked to was… Toma. And Orion. Sometimes you’d see green haired Sephiroth, or your white knight Shin, but other than that… It felt very empty. Ikki was only shown at the end, and I never saw Kent. It lasted me 2 hours.

Oh, and I hated Orion. He was annoying and useless, getting scared over rotten eggs. Smh.

Toma was not as yandere as I expected, and I an disappointed. His yandere face is unattractive (LITERALLY JUST DARK BANGS UNDERNEATH HIS EYES, OH AND HE LOOKS LIKE SOME ANTAGONIST), doesn’t have an insane laugh, and he was REALLY tame. Seriously. No killing, just… Locking you up in a cage and drugging you to protect you. You can easily find a yandere out there that’s more yandere than Toma for sure.

But do I hate Toma? Not exactly. He’s actually pretty nice, but he’s just boring. I don’t think he has much of a personality, than being a nice, generic big brother who is possessive as fuck.

This is really just something I dislike in visual novels in general, but I wish the events going towards the ending would be different. I mean, no matter what path you’re leading towards, the adventure through it is literally the same, but the ending is different. It was boring going through the whole thing again, and it was only until the middle of the good route, I found out how to skip through dialog. =_=” I just wish I had a good o’l experience, and since the options are really just things the character is saying, I do not see how deciding to say one certain sentence can screw you into getting locked in a cage for all eternity is realistic.

Anyways, I hope the other routes are better. Doing Ikki next, then Shin, and finally Kent. (Kent’s everyone’s husband, so I’m doing the best for last.)

First Impressions: Abide in the Wind

Abide in the Wind is a manhwa made by Shin Weol.

I shouldn’t even have to explain why I decided to give this series a try. If you know me well by talking or stalking to me, you’d know very well why I would decide to read this.

Anyways, essentially the story is about a girl named Reana who found and saves a dragon named Kairak. She turns into his Riyena, and now is tasked to help the dragon (who can transform into a human forme) mature in a year and leave Earth behind.

Now, I shall describe my opinions about this series up to the second episode. (The pages are separated into chapters, which are separated to episodes. Consider them as volumes, if you will.) Instead of talking about the story, I will mainly focus my attention to the characters.

Characters

Reana Forte

First introduced as a gentle, strong young lady, who does things purely for the sake of doing something good. Unlike other humans, this woman is entirely selfless and always puts others first.

Just like what Didan (a servant of Kairak) says, people can easily take advantage of her kind soul. Which people end up doing. And to be blunt, it’s annoying and irritating. 

There was one point in the series, where she becomes upset because she kills a monster that would have killed her friend; she felt pity towards the monster she killed. I swear, there’s a point where you’re too nice. She crosses this boarder, and I promise you that she would cry at Satan’s death, because Shin made her too generous for her own good.

What’s saddening is that this is really her character. She’s just a really compassionate soul who wants to help others. We never really know her personally. What does she like? What does she inspire to be? What are her hobbies? We never, for the first two chapters, take a look inside her beyond how nice she is. This makes her very boring.

Did we also mention that she’s sometimes depressing and gets upset and whines a lot? Y’know, the usual. I was promised this girl was really cool, but she’s just those heroes who are filled with good intentions, and their only flaw is simply… Being too nice, or having human emotions.

Kairak

A 299 year old dragon experiencing his tween years (I’m not even kidding). He was isolated for most of his life, so he does not express any emotions whatsoever, and always has a blank face. What an edgy 12 year old!

Unlike Reana, he is not selfless, nor selfish. He just does not express any emotion. His face never changes from a poker face. From what we can see later, he definitely has feelings towards Reana. He will harm anyone who tries to flirt or harm her without hesitation.

But he also struggles the same thing Reana faces, except it could be a bit more justified, seeing how he has no emotions from being isolated from humans. Especially since his servant, Didan wants him to continue having no emotions, as it will be easier for him to move from Earth to where ever the dragons reside in.

The series does attempt to show that he is becoming more human, but he does not change much until the ending of episode 2, to which Reana only implied change; there was no change being shown besides her imagination. It would have been better if the story moved at a quicker pace, and perhaps gradually showed him caring more, and revealing some things he might be interested in BESIDES REANA.

Didan

An annoying sassy pest who is Kairak’s servant that is only there to really narrate the story, and prevents Kairak from feeling emotion. This guy also suffers from being a “person”.

Art

It is mediocre. Many people adore the all colour pages, but to be honest, I prefer the shading of black and white illustrations.

Like most online manhwa, it tends to have a lot of left over space, and words in between panels to look dramatic. I dislike the layout, seriously.

There is a lot of empty space, and poorly drawn backgrounds. When the series does try to illustrate proper backgrounds, it actually looks beautiful.

Example of wasted space:

Abide in the Wind 1: Episode 1. Riyenas (1) at MangaFox.me

Example of a nicely done background:

Plot

It doesn’t sound all to amazing, or original. I mean, a girl saves a boy, and is tasked to raise that boy. The story could end up amazing or terrible. And to be honest, this series is going by too slowly. There is more art than there is plot, which bothers me because…

  1. The art does not appear to be done carefully; it appears rushed. As a result, the art does not look good.
  2. You do not need to see some of the panels sometimes. People not care for pictures when the art isn’t done amazingly.

A good story attracts the reader from the beginning. If it can not attract the reader, then the story has a terrible introduction. I do not care if the later parts are good; the earlier parts should have attracted me so then I can read the best parts.

So far, this story does not contain any plot twists. Anything can be easily predicted if you think for a second.

Some parts are so vague and do not make sense, which infuriates me, because it’s a cheap way to make people wonder, “OH, WHAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT?” And usually, instead of showing you what happened, the dragon’s annoying servant informs Reana, where the reader can see what is happening! YAAAY!

And then they add some upsetting scenes, which do not impact a desensitized little child like me. Most of these characters had little to no reasons to care for, so I have no reasons to be affected by them. Something happens to them, someone cries, and as a reader, we have no emotional bond with these side characters. When you think about it, those characters are only there to make things sad. Which fails, if there is no emotional attachment.

If there is no reason to care for them before, why should I care for them afterwards?

There aren’t really any scenes that stand out to be in particular. It seems like a chore to read this series thus far.

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So should you read Abide in the Wind?

Well, if you are into selfless heroes who would cry at Satan’s death, a dragon who is really an emotionless child and secretly has an obsession towards as mentioned selfless hero, both of which have no actual character to them whatsoever, then sure! Give it a try.

As said, this is only based off of the first two episodes!

Somewhere in this universe, someone who has BRD asks me, “ANNA, WHY IS KAIRAK YOUR SIGNATURE AND YOUR AVATAR?”

To that, I answer with: He’s adorable and I honestly have no other ideas.

also he shouts yandere lines that amuse me:

fuck

what am i doing with my life part 2

YAY SNOW DAY

So I am spending this morning… Listening to Yandere Vocaloid songs (only the male ones, because unlike my twin, my body does not believe in gender equality.)

There’s a pretty decent list that you can find in someone’s yandere male blog here.

I’ll be going down the list that she ordered and talk about each song, so yeah!


 

Cantarella

Kaito and Miku’s version: I couldn’t get much yandere from the lyrics, but from the video I watched Kaito drugged Miku and….. Did something to her. Okay. I don’t like the music.

Len and Rin’s version: This really isn’t Yandere…. And poor Len… Poor, poor, Len….

The Tragedy of Chateau Cepage

It’s sung by Gakupo.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gakupo noe!!11! music is okay i guess

poor rin.

Specimen Girl

This is also sung by Gakupo.

nopenopenopenopenopenope jesus christ yandere gakupo is scary af even i am terrified

i do not recommend this song to ANYONE

YOU HAVE TO LOVE YANDERES MORE THAN I DO TO FULLY ENJOY THIS SONG, AND THAT’S SAYING A LOT

MY BIGGEST FEAR IS NOW A TALL GUY WITH LONG PURPLE HAIR KILLING ME

True Love Restraint

Sung by Len.

Well, at least Len didn’t die this time. Eh, I really do not like this song. This is probably Len’s most yandere song, and straightforward.

Psychotic Len’s Love Song

Read the title if you want to know who it’s sung by.

tbh i hated the sound so much i couldn’t finish listening to it

but from what i heard, ehhhhhhhhhh. definitely yawn dairy tho, i guess

Servant of Evil

This isn’t really yandere, and even the creator of the list said that she wasn’t sure if Len was a yandere or not.

In the song, Len just murdered because she told him to, and scarified himself for her. Not really insane, he was just a servant, and she was the country’s queen.

but omfg IT’S SO SAD I CRIED BWAHAAHAHHAHAHHAH and it sounds nice too, i recommend listening to SirHamnet’s English cover (she’s really good at singing, and tbh I prefer human voices over robotic ones)

Kaito ga Uninstall

Sung by Kaito.

I’m not the fan of the sounds. It sounds like a cute, innocent song UNTIL YOU LOOK AT THE LYRICS JESUS CHRIST MAN

If you were to listen to it without understanding Japanese, it would just sound adorable, I suppose? For some reason, the song reminds me of Russia from Hetalia…

Story About A Poor Rabbit

Sung by Kaito.

this sounds like serious creepypasta shit

wtf is this why

/why/

this sounds terrible and it is terrible

Prisoner of Love and Desire

Sung by Len and Rin.

I actually like this song. It would sound much better if the voices were robotic! :U

Nonetheless, it’s pretty great in my personal opinion. I also like how people are analyzing the story. I really like how Len was a yandere in this one.

Worm-Eaten Psychedelism

Sung by Len and Rin.

Y’know, I… It’s the horrible type of Yandere. Don’t waste your time on this.

Trick and Treat

Sung by Len and Rin and has Miku in it.

dude this isn’t even yawn dairy c’mon wtf

Märchen Boyfriend and Märchen Girlfriend

Casey actually showed me this song! (An English cover by Sirhamnet.)

Eh, sure, I like it! It’s much better if you make it faster.

However, double yandere would be terrible. No seriously, it would go like this:

“I love you *insert a girl’s name*… Be mine forever!”

“I love you too. I am completely okay with this, because I want you to be with me forever too.”

“Oh. What do we do now?”

“I don’t know, bang?”

“Sure.”

it’s so boring mayne like c’mon

Virgin Suicides

Sung by Len.

Mmkay, this HAS to be my favourite. Sounds great, and is definitely a yandere song!

Most people think the song is about Len killing virgin girls because he wants them to stay pure forever, but I really didn’t get that out of the lyrics. I thought Len was depressed, and was just deeply in love with a girl, who liked another person. He didn’t like that, so he killed her to keep her pure forever and his. :U

SirHamnet’s cover is great though. :>>>>>>>

Final Thoughts

Gakupo’s songs are CREEPY, Kaito’s songs sound like either creepypasta material or a children’s song, and Len sings the most yandere songs.

Songs that you shouldn’t listen to if all you wanted was yandere:

Cantarella (both versions)

Servant of Evil

Worm Eaten Psychedelism

Trick and Treat

Songs you should listen to if you REALLY want yandere:

The Tragedy of Chateau Cepage (Recommended for Yandere)

Specimen Girl (Recommended for Yandere)

True Love Restraint (Recommended for Yandere)

Psychotic Len’s Love Song

Kaito ga Uninstall (look at the lyrics don’t listen to the song)

Prisoner of Love and Desire

Märchen Boyfriend and Märchen Girlfriend

Virgin Suicides

Songs I personally like:

Prisoner of Love and Desire

Märchen Boyfriend and Märchen Girlfriend

Virgin Suicides

Any yandere songs you want to show me? Go ahead, share them to me! Remember, boys only! :^)

Feel free to share your thoughts below.

I’d Like This More: Fantage

Welcome to a new series I suppose, where I talk about I’d like something more if they had these certain traits! Since most people who follow me like Fantage and knew me because I used to admin a semi famous Fantage blog, I feel like it’d be fitting to make a post based off of Fantage! Let’s begin.

I’d like Fantage more if…

  • They had better pixel artists. The one we have now isn’t very… Good. At all.
  • They made more black hairs. We have so many shades of brown and blonde, where’s the black? If anyone payed attention to my outfits on other virtual worlds I play on (which you shouldn’t because then you’d be a major stalker), you’d notice that I always make my avatar look like myself! Unfortunately, most clothes I’d wear in real life… Aren’t in Fantage, at all. (If you want to see what I’d wear, just stalk my Gaia Online profile.)
  • There was a legitimate trading system, because in all honesty I’m tired of people posting about them getting scammed, or hearing about scammers. This issue could be solved so quickly if Fantage placed in trading again…
  • If they added graphs and charts for items, like they do on Gaia. Show off the average pricing bought for an item, and the lowest listing at the moment! Have it be different compared to starred and coined items. Then, more people will actually know what to sell it for and what to buy it for.
  • If everyone wasn’t so annoying, and tried acting all popular when they know they’d be made fun of at school if they told people they play Fantage. :^)
  • They took more time to make good events. I’d be fine with less events, as long as they’re unique!
  • There’s more things to do than just dress up. I mean, all we do is sit by each other… Talk to people, and dress in non creative outfits. Way to go us!

Disclaimer: This is my opinion, if it wasn’t so obvious enough.