Warning: Contains vulgar language and spoilers. Although, if you already know me, of course I’d swear.
Greetings peasants! It is I, Anna. Yesterday I bought Amnesia Memories on Steam because it was 90% off, so I decided to give it a go… To make fun of it. And to actually experience what it’s like to play a commercial visual novel. Not those shitty free ones you see on the Lemmasoft forms, and the amazing visual novels where you date animals, but an actual, 99% serious visual novel.
I decided to do the Toma route first, as a lot of girls usually say “TOMA IS THE MALE VERSION OF YUNO”, “TOMA IS THE KING OF YANDERE”, “OMFG I LOVE YANDERE BECAUSE OF TOMA! <3333” Literally the first guy I see when I search up yandere shit.
To be honest with you, I’m not really into Toma. I dislike yanderes that trap you in their room or something for the most part. (aka 50% of the time) Is it too hard to ask for a guy who’ll kill every person who is a threat to me? :(((( But I wanted to see where all of the yandere hype is at.
SO LET’S LOOK INTO THE GAME, SHALL WE!?
As you go into the game, you see some weird bug kid named Orion, and he tells you that you lost your memories. Whoop de fucking do. Apparently he did nothing, but I’m not too sure about that… >:^(
So now you’re stuck with him. He’s kinda like in your head, or something, You’re stuck with him until you gain your memories back.
I’m very upset at the naming process, though. It appears that I can’t have spaces in my name, so unfortunately I have to use dashes. 😦
It’s just not the same with dashes. 😦
Thanks to Orion, he gave me some really good advice on not getting a bad ending. Too bad I skimmed through it!
It’s not like Toma’s going to do that to me, or anything.
So then you’re given the option to go through 4 different worlds. Heart, Spade, Diamond, and Clover. Toma is Diamond.
As I went into the Diamond world, I see Toma, concerned, and I have to go to the hospital because I was laying down in the ground. Nice. Few days later, I could go home, and Toma makes me feel better.
awww he was watching me sleep the entire night~~ so dreamy and not creepy~~
jk get out of my room you cunt
Shortly afterwards, I wanted to go to the black alley to regain my memories, as apparently I met up with a guy there several times. Toma brought me there, I remembered that I had feelings for someone, and Toma told me that apparently he was my boyfriend. HMM, HE TOTALLY ISN’T LYING, JUST WHAT ORION SAID!
Next day, Toma brought me to where I worked. My manager told me not to work, as I should recover from my injuries. Bitch, I need money.
As I went outside, I met a green haired Sephiroth.
ty for the generic advice
Bad shit happened to me afterwards, and Toma forced me to live in his house for the time being. He said some pretty perverted shit.
get me out of your house, you fucking perverted bastard
Thus, I escaped the next day to go to my house. Read my emails, and saw some lovely emails from a person named “None”
I LOVE YOU NONE, TY FOR ALL OF YOUR EMOTIONAL SUPPORT!!! WON’T BE HERE TODAY WITHOUT YOU XOXOXO
Orion and I ignored these silly emails and went shopping with Toma.
AND THEN I SAW THIS OPTION PFFFTT-
TURNS OUT YOU’RE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE LINGERIE SHOP
WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THIS
AND THEN I-AM-GAY (TOO ASHAMED TO SAY “I” ANYMORE) TRIED OUT SOME LINGERIE AND TOMA WAS JUST THERE… STANDING… JFC
Blah blah blah, I escaped out of Toma’s house again, Toma caught me, Toma got upset, and started drugging my food so that I’d sleep.
Then, my white knight, SHIN CAME.
idk he has a pretty accurate description
GOOD FOR YOU (man if only there were spaces… IT’D LOOK NATURAL)
NEXT DAY I FOUND MYSELF LOCKED IN THE UGUU~ CAGE OF LOVE.
FINALLY, I CAN BE TREATED LIKE THE FILTHY ANIMAL I AM
HOW DID PEOPLE NOT QUESTION YOU CARRYING A DOG CAGE IN YOUR HOUSE JFC
BITCH YOU DRUGGED EVERYTHING BEFOREHAND, HOW DO I TRUST YOU NOW THAT I’M IN SOME DOG CAGE
WOOF WOOF YOU FUCKING CUNT
I HAVE FANGS AND I’M GOING TO USE THEM one day
oh shUT UP ORION PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I CAN MAKE MY BIG BROTHER LOCK ME IN THE UGUU~ CAGE OF LOVE
GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME
I BETTER NOT END UP BEING ONE OF HIS SEX TOYS eWWwwWWW
it’s like this guy accessed all of my save files
WELL MAYBE I HAD NO HAPPY END BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST PLAYTHROUGH >:((
There are four endings to Toma’s route. Good, normal, and two bad endings. I got one of the bad endings first, another bad ending second, and then used a guide to get the normal and good ends.
Bad ending 1: I-am-gay trusts the green haired Sephiroth at the end of the game, and then he kills I-am-gay.
Bad ending 2: I-am-gay escapes from the green haired Sephiroth and Toma, but then Toma catches I-am-gay and he locks I-am-gay into his uguu~ cage of love forever, by drugging I-am-gay even more.
Normal ending: I-am-gay escapes from the green haired Sephiroth and Toma, but then I-am-gay decided to go back to Toma’s place before he came home. Once Toma comes home, he found out that I-am-gay escaped, as I-am-gay were wounded, and there’s no other way for her to be that badly injured besides her escaping and getting hurt, again. Toma tries to lock I-am-gay up in the uguu~ age of love, but I-am-gay’s white knight, Shin comes in time to bring I-am-gay to safety. I-am-gay then lives an ordinary life again, as Toma drops out of college and moves out to who knows where.
Good ending: Essentially the normal ending, except I-am-gay’s white knight, Shin doesn’t come, and Toma finds I-am-gay’s diary, which shows that I-am-gay had a crush on him the entire time, and was about to ask him out the day he brought I-am-gay to the hospital- except I-am-gay lost her memories. Toma then goes normal, and we found out exactly why I-am-gay was being attacked: Ikki’s fangirls harassed I-am-gay because she was his friend. I swear to god, his fangirls are more yandere than Toma. Anyways, I-am-gay has a good, happy life with Toma as I-am-gay regains all of her memories. Good times.
I can relate to you Ikki, I sure can relate to you.
So how do I feel about this route?
It was really boring, tbh. For the entire time, you were either trapped in Toma’s room, cage, or in your own house, with Toma. Literally the only guy you talked to was… Toma. And Orion. Sometimes you’d see green haired Sephiroth, or your white knight Shin, but other than that… It felt very empty. Ikki was only shown at the end, and I never saw Kent. It lasted me 2 hours.
Oh, and I hated Orion. He was annoying and useless, getting scared over rotten eggs. Smh.
Toma was not as yandere as I expected, and I an disappointed. His yandere face is unattractive (LITERALLY JUST DARK BANGS UNDERNEATH HIS EYES, OH AND HE LOOKS LIKE SOME ANTAGONIST), doesn’t have an insane laugh, and he was REALLY tame. Seriously. No killing, just… Locking you up in a cage and drugging you to protect you. You can easily find a yandere out there that’s more yandere than Toma for sure.
But do I hate Toma? Not exactly. He’s actually pretty nice, but he’s just boring. I don’t think he has much of a personality, than being a nice, generic big brother who is possessive as fuck.
This is really just something I dislike in visual novels in general, but I wish the events going towards the ending would be different. I mean, no matter what path you’re leading towards, the adventure through it is literally the same, but the ending is different. It was boring going through the whole thing again, and it was only until the middle of the good route, I found out how to skip through dialog. =_=” I just wish I had a good o’l experience, and since the options are really just things the character is saying, I do not see how deciding to say one certain sentence can screw you into getting locked in a cage for all eternity is realistic.
Anyways, I hope the other routes are better. Doing Ikki next, then Shin, and finally Kent. (Kent’s everyone’s husband, so I’m doing the best for last.)