Amnesia Memories Toma’s Route – Thoughts

Warning: Contains vulgar language and spoilers. Although, if you already know me, of course I’d swear.


Greetings peasants! It is I, Anna. Yesterday I bought Amnesia Memories on Steam because it was 90% off, so I decided to give it a go… To make fun of it. And to actually experience what it’s like to play a commercial visual novel. Not those shitty free ones you see on the Lemmasoft forms, and the amazing visual novels where you date animals, but an actual, 99% serious visual novel.

I decided to do the Toma route first, as a lot of girls usually say “TOMA IS THE MALE VERSION OF YUNO”, “TOMA IS THE KING OF YANDERE”, “OMFG I LOVE YANDERE BECAUSE OF TOMA! <3333” Literally the first guy I see when I search up yandere shit.

To be honest with you, I’m not really into Toma. I dislike yanderes that trap you in their room or something for the most part. (aka 50% of the time) Is it too hard to ask for a guy who’ll kill every person who is a threat to me? :(((( But I wanted to see where all of the yandere hype is at.

SO LET’S LOOK INTO THE GAME, SHALL WE!?

As you go into the game, you see some weird bug kid named Orion, and he tells you that you lost your memories. Whoop de fucking do. Apparently he did nothing, but I’m not too sure about that… >:^(

So now you’re stuck with him. He’s kinda like in your head, or something, You’re stuck with him until you gain your memories back.

I’m very upset at the naming process, though. It appears that I can’t have spaces in my name, so unfortunately I have to use dashes. ūüė¶

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It’s just not the same with dashes. ūüė¶

Thanks to Orion, he gave me some really good advice on not getting a bad ending. Too bad I skimmed through it!

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It’s not like Toma’s going to do that to me, or anything.

So then you’re given the option to go through 4 different worlds. Heart, Spade, Diamond, and Clover. Toma is Diamond.

As I went into the Diamond world, I see Toma, concerned, and I have to go to the hospital because I was laying down in the ground. Nice. Few days later, I could go home, and Toma makes me feel better.

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awww he was watching me sleep the entire night~~ so dreamy and not creepy~~

jk get out of my room you cunt

Shortly afterwards, I wanted to go to the black alley to regain my memories, as apparently I met up with a guy there several times. Toma brought me there, I remembered that I had feelings for someone, and Toma told me that apparently he was my boyfriend. HMM, HE TOTALLY ISN’T LYING, JUST WHAT ORION SAID!

Next day, Toma brought me to where I worked. My manager told me not to work, as I should recover from my injuries. Bitch, I need money.

As I went outside, I met a green haired Sephiroth.

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ty for the generic advice

Bad shit happened to me afterwards, and Toma forced me to live in his house for the time being. He said some pretty perverted shit.

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get me out of your house, you fucking perverted bastard

Thus, I escaped the next day to go to my house. Read my emails, and saw some lovely emails from a person named “None”

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I LOVE YOU NONE, TY FOR ALL OF YOUR EMOTIONAL SUPPORT!!! WON’T BE HERE TODAY WITHOUT YOU XOXOXO

Orion and I ignored these silly emails and went shopping with Toma.

AND THEN I SAW THIS OPTION PFFFTT-

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TURNS OUT YOU’RE ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE LINGERIE SHOP

WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THIS

AND THEN I-AM-GAY (TOO ASHAMED TO SAY “I” ANYMORE) TRIED OUT SOME LINGERIE AND TOMA WAS JUST THERE… STANDING… JFC

Blah blah blah, I escaped out of Toma’s house again, Toma caught me, Toma got upset, and started drugging my food so that I’d sleep.

Then, my white knight, SHIN CAME.

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idk he has a pretty accurate description

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GOOD FOR YOU (man if only there were spaces… IT’D LOOK NATURAL)

NEXT DAY I FOUND MYSELF LOCKED IN THE UGUU~ CAGE OF LOVE.

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FINALLY, I CAN BE TREATED LIKE THE FILTHY ANIMAL I AM

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HOW DID PEOPLE NOT QUESTION YOU CARRYING A DOG CAGE IN YOUR HOUSE JFC

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BITCH YOU DRUGGED EVERYTHING BEFOREHAND, HOW DO I TRUST YOU NOW THAT I’M IN SOME DOG CAGE

WOOF WOOF YOU FUCKING CUNT

I HAVE FANGS AND I’M GOING TO USE THEM one day

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oh shUT UP ORION PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW I CAN MAKE MY BIG BROTHER LOCK ME IN THE UGUU~ CAGE OF LOVE

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GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME

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I BETTER NOT END UP BEING ONE OF HIS SEX TOYS eWWwwWWW

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it’s like this guy accessed all of my save files

WELL MAYBE I HAD NO HAPPY END BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST PLAYTHROUGH >:((

There are four endings to Toma’s route. Good, normal, and two bad endings. I got one of the bad endings first, another bad ending second, and then used a guide to get the normal and good ends.

Bad ending 1: I-am-gay trusts the green haired Sephiroth at the end of the game, and then he kills I-am-gay.

Bad ending 2: I-am-gay escapes from the green haired Sephiroth and Toma, but then Toma catches I-am-gay and he locks I-am-gay into his uguu~ cage of love forever, by drugging I-am-gay even more.

Normal ending: I-am-gay¬†escapes from the¬†green haired Sephiroth and Toma, but then I-am-gay¬†decided to go back to Toma’s place before he came home. Once Toma comes home, he found out that I-am-gay¬†escaped, as I-am-gay¬†were wounded, and there’s no other way for her to be that badly injured besides her escaping and getting hurt, again. Toma tries to lock I-am-gay¬†up in the uguu~ age of love, but I-am-gay’s white knight, Shin comes in time to bring I-am-gay¬†to safety. I-am-gay¬†then lives an ordinary life again, as Toma drops out of college and moves out to who knows where.

Good ending: Essentially the normal ending, except I-am-gay’s white knight, Shin doesn’t come, and Toma finds I-am-gay’s diary, which shows that I-am-gay¬†had a crush on him the entire time, and was about to ask him out the day he brought I-am-gay¬†to the hospital- except I-am-gay¬†lost her memories. Toma then goes normal, and we found out exactly why I-am-gay¬†was being attacked: Ikki’s fangirls harassed I-am-gay¬†because she was his friend.¬†I swear to god, his fangirls are more yandere than Toma. Anyways, I-am-gay has a good, happy life with Toma as I-am-gay¬†regains all of her memories. Good times.

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I can relate to you Ikki, I sure can relate to you.

So how do I feel about this route?

It was really boring, tbh. For the entire time, you were either trapped in Toma’s room, cage, or in your own house, with Toma. Literally the only guy you talked to was… Toma. And Orion. Sometimes you’d see green haired Sephiroth, or your white knight Shin, but other than that… It felt very empty. Ikki was only shown at the end, and I never saw Kent. It lasted me 2 hours.

Oh, and I hated Orion. He was annoying and useless, getting scared over rotten eggs. Smh.

Toma was not as yandere as I expected, and I an disappointed. His yandere face is unattractive (LITERALLY JUST DARK BANGS UNDERNEATH HIS EYES, OH AND HE LOOKS LIKE SOME ANTAGONIST), doesn’t have an insane laugh, and he was REALLY tame. Seriously. No killing, just… Locking you up in a cage and drugging you to protect you. You can easily find a yandere out there that’s more yandere than Toma for sure.

But do I hate Toma? Not exactly. He’s actually pretty nice, but he’s just boring. I don’t think he has much of a personality, than being a nice, generic big brother who is possessive as fuck.

This is really just something I dislike in visual novels in general, but I wish the events going towards the ending would be different. I mean, no matter what path you’re leading towards, the adventure through it is literally the same, but the ending is different. It was boring going through the whole thing again, and it was only until the middle of the good route, I found out how to skip through dialog. =_=” I just wish I had a good o’l experience, and since the options are really just things the character is saying, I do not see how deciding to say one certain sentence can screw you into getting locked in a cage for all eternity is realistic.

Anyways, I hope the other routes are better. Doing Ikki next, then Shin, and finally Kent. (Kent’s everyone’s husband, so I’m doing the best for last.)

Had a Pretty Rad Dream

I think it was awesome, while some may argue that it is a nightmare.

I had a dream where I was a boy, and I looked like a generic anime protagonist. Black hair, and black eyes. Imagine Kirito from SAO. Anyways, I was a legendary swordsman, but something happened to me, which caused me to be in my puny teeanger form. I had to train with some ordinary sword.

Anyways, I pretty much had two idenities. One of them was a troublesome theif, and another was an innocent boy. At first, I tried fighting this group of people, but then almost got annilated and was shown mercy. I ran away, made myself look innocent, and tried to join their group, as they accept children or teenagers trying to escape from war. (In the dream, there was a ton of battle going on.)

The group gathered on a boat to travel, and I could sense an evil team with my hidden abilities. In my dream, I was asked what was wrong with me, but I decided to keep this a secret and try to fight myself. The team was too huge, so some of the swordsmen from our group came and helped me, and then they realised I was that faggot who tried to steal their food. They ignored that fact, and action happened.

Lots of people in my group died. We ran for our lives. And I woke up.

PRETTRY RAAADDDD

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I finished school on a terrible note.

Anyways, I’m on the search to find a job. Yay! Unfortunately, as I go through the websites, no one is hiring, as they already chose people who applied early and can work during after school!

YAY!

why is finding a summer job so hard ;__;

I NEED TO MAKE MONEY. COMMISSIONS DO NOT PAY THE NON EXISTANT BILLS

NO ONE EVEN PAYS ME TO ART ANYWAYS

and i will hate work because work is suffering and talking to people is not rad

also i look 12 so the chance of me being hired decreases

AND I DON’T LOOK PRETTY SO THAT ALSO DECREASES MY CHANCE BY A LARGE PERCENT

might as well go back to being a paper route carrier

aDOLESCENT CRISIS

TODAY IS MY LAST DAY IN SCHOOL AND I HAVE TO DO MY ENGLISH EXAM AND IT’S NOT E A S Y

I HAVE TO DO AN ESSAY AND READ A STORY AND ANSWER QUESTIONS [SCREAMING FOREVER]

GOD DAMNIT WHY CAN’T ENGLISH BE MY FIRST EXAM SO I WOULDN’T BE SCREAMING

happi father’s day

i didn’t say this to my father because he’s being pretty irritating nowadays

so instead, i said it to jared

GAY AS SHIT

There’s a joke behind this, which relates to women typically calling their significant other daddy. (If I were you, I wouldn’t search up why.)

Jared hates it when I call him daddy, so I had to say happy father’s day to him. :^)

 

i belieb i can fly

i believe i can fly

daily reminder that i’m 4’11 and 15 years old

but i literally look 12

curse my asian genes

i swear if i get one comment saying “you’re so pretty!1!1!” i’m going to scream at you, because this is literally the back of some asian 15 year old that looks 12

also my internet is really shitty today jfc nOTHING WILL LOAD, I CAN’T EVEN SEE THE IMAGE I UPLOADED FOR THIS POST

if the image doesn’t work, i’ll update this post later fml