no wonder i’m hella straight
So today, I went to Art class first period as usual, and sat near my friends. One of them, we’ll call Mary (because as said, I hate letter names). Mary was obviously upset, but when someone asked her, “are you okay?” She would respond with, “I’m fine.” AND THIS ANNOYS ME TO DEATH. COULD AT LEAST SAY, “I’m upset, but I would rather not talk about it.”
Something I’ve noticed is that she would flat out ignore me when I tried to talk to her. I then demanded for answers, and she told me I was part of the problem. I asked her what did I ever do to her, and she responded with, “YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID ANNA.”
At the time, I was CLUELESS. I despise it when people are like this. Humans are idiots. We do not realise what we did wrong until we’re told. Me, being sick and tired of bullshit, told her, “just tell me what I did wrong so I can apologise for it!” (In a very demanding manner. I’m not going to act like the innocent one here.)
So then she said stuff like, “I’M NOT TELLING YOU. I DON’T TRUST YOU. YOU CAN GO ASK TEAR (another friend who I mentioned in previous posts) WHAT YOU DID.” So then, thinking about it for awhile, I realised what I have done. Personally, I don’t think it’s as serious as she’s making it be, but here’s the story:
On Monday, Mary ranted to me and talked about how Tear only talks to her to help her do her work. According to Mary, I promised I wouldn’t tell Tear about it, but I honestly do not recall promising that. It could just be me, though.
On Tuesday, Tear asked me why Mary is ignoring her. I told Tear what Mary told me (how Tear only talks to Mary about work), and Tear told me that she doesn’t only want to talk to Mary about work.
Tear confronted Mary about the situation, and told Mary that I told Tear how Mary felt.
So yeah, that’s the story. Mary is mad at me because I told Tear why Mary ignored her. To be fair, perhaps I did promise not to tell, but in my perspective, things won’t be solved unless you talk it out. Ignoring someone solves absolutely nothing. I did not think it would make the situation worse. I thought Tear would apologise to Mary with what she’s done, or at least reconsider her actions.
So I told Mary my point of view, and Mary said stuff like, “you shouldn’t have told anyways, Tear isn’t like you, and you broke your promise!”
I just apologised for my actions because I was done screaming at her to just tell me what the hell was wrong, and then she apologised too, but in a obvious “I’m still pissed at you” manner.
Fucking girls make things too fucking dramatic. It’s a stupid thing to get mad at me over, and she’s making the situation much worse than it should have been. If she was fucking smart, she would have just told Tear “I feel like you always tell me to do your work, instead of talking to me as a friend.” BUT NOOO, SHE HAS TO IGNORE TEAR AND GET PISSED WHEN I TELL TEAR WHY MARY IS UPSET
AHHH BEING FEMALE SUCKS